Good bye mum

Well as of today my mother and i are no longer talking. Today my sister and i were having are daily vent on each other when my mum decided to jump in. Shes been made at me lately for reasons unknown. I think its because im finally loogin weight and her boyfirend gave me a hug the other day and said that i looked nice. Anywho so after wretling on the floor with my sis something poped and illy began to cry. i was freaked out we always mess areound but noe one gets hurt. My mum rushes in rushes me away from illy and rubs her back. Illy was fine but my mum had it with me. She strted yealling at me and calling me all the names in the book. Usally i take it but i finally had enough. i told her to stop yelling at me and pointed my finger in her face. ANd for the first time since i was little she hit my. I told her to F*** off and stood up again. She graped me by then neck and threw me across the floor, as she yelled at me she reached down and put my arm behind my back and kept telling me what a brat i was. See my mum in in the airforce and she could kick my a** any day. Ok i will say i did my share of mouthing off to her, so i wasnt lil miss innocent, but really the mum should be the parent in the room not another sister. Finally i cried and she let me go. i told her to go to h**** and she said something that really broke my heart. She told me "Grow up already and act the age you look, since you want to be older i will treat you older, so get out and dont ever come back" See i look older but i really wish i didnt but hey wut canya do. But at that moment an hour ago i relized that my mum was jelous of me, and it breaks my heart to know that, and know that she doesnt look at me as her child but as her commpetioion. Well i hope we can work pass this. Until then I love you MUM!