why?
why do you guys pick on me if you dont want me to come to house church then just tell me. Don't pick on me and make me feel like crap and let my emotions force me to leave. I'm tired of fighting and wondering who my friends really are.(Joanie this is not your fault) Why cant you guys just except me for who I am? If you guys dont like me and dont want to be my friends then tell me!
posted by Genesis at
2:38 PM
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Genesis, I love You.
You are a very beautiful young lady.
Guys many times pick on a person as a way to show affection. We really want you at house church still.
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Anonymous, at 5:40 PM
Good evening from Jerusalem!
I am reading your blog and remembering my life at 15. Not so different than yours-right down to the jerks! You sound like a sensitive young woman, and for someone like that, or for anyone who does not have the skin of a rhino, teasing is brutal. But take a deep breath, and try to take a step back. You are clearly going through a rough period. Just keep this in mind: this too will pass. You will get through this and you will look back and EVEN if you still say to yourself, "Oh, that was awful and terrible". you will also be able to say "it is over". (I won't promise that you will look back and laugh--how could I possibly know that?) I know that this advice sounds simplistic, but I have found it to be helpful.
BTW, I understand what you mean about this being a sort of private yet open journal. I keep my blog and I keep it annonymous for the same reason. I need to have a forum in which and an audience to which I can write about changes in my life. On the other hand, I need my privacy. A blog with a few minor missing details offers both. Except for when people find me out. :P
Oh, and by the way, I am sure that you have heard this before, but it is for the tough times that you have your faith. It is always easy to be grateful when things are going well. But when things are bad, we all forget. This is exactly the time you should be asking G-d for solace and for the strength to get through this all with your dignity intact. Pray. Pray however you want. Sing to G-d, talk to G-d, write G-d a poem or an angry letter. A lot of times, even if G-d isn't willing to give you want you want at a giving moment, He will still give you comfort.
Have a great time on your retreat, and thanks for the kind words about my new job! I am pretty excited about it, to tell you the truth... a big change, but I am ready for that!
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Gila, at 2:48 PM
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