17!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow im 17!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! crazy how life works. So today i spent my day getting ready for dinner at PF Changs were i was wayyyyyy over dressed!!! Ate there with my new friend Jenna, drove around and stopped at work and went tanning So here i am updating my blog and thinking about the evil attraction........boys!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes boys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dont understand am i just not pretty enough!!!! why arnt guys my age attracted to me!?!?!?!?!?! I can get an older rich dude in a heart beat but i cant get a young active guy!!!! really do i look that old? liek the other day i was working at the stampede kick off and i got an older wealthier mans number by the end off the night!!!! but no i couldnt get any of the other waiters numbers!!!!!!!! maybe its because i wont put out!?!?!?!?!?! Then it makes me wonder!!!!!!! here i am 17 and never done anything with a guy! boyfriendless, lonely and daydreaming of the one.... and really what are the chances of marrying a guy like me!!!!! sometimes i think im waiting for nothing!!!!!! well thatnk God for Roy Orbison!!!!!