A story

Sunday, January 30, 2005

why?

why do you guys pick on me if you dont want me to come to house church then just tell me. Don't pick on me and make me feel like crap and let my emotions force me to leave. I'm tired of fighting and wondering who my friends really are.(Joanie this is not your fault) Why cant you guys just except me for who I am? If you guys dont like me and dont want to be my friends then tell me!

all gone

all gone YOU WIN! YOU HAVE FORCED ME TO EASE MY EMOTIONS! WHATS THE POINT?!?!?!?!?!

Friday, January 28, 2005

Stay away

yOU WIN if you have anything to say to me say it to my face. Yesterday you were so nice to me then i check my blog and this is what you have to say! Well i dare you to come up to me and say it to my face unless your to scared and don't appoligize its way to late. As for everyone else i have emotions and theres nothing wrong with that! Leave me alone! All of you just stay away im sick of getting hurt by you guys!If you have anything to sasy to me say it to my face! Don't even bother being my friends when you guys really hate me. I don't want attention from you guys with friends like you who needs enemies! I know I'm not the smartest, coolest, best looking, etc.. but i am a person and if you dont like me then fine just stay away. Just leave me be you have caused enough damage!

Friday, January 21, 2005

Blogg readers

To all who are blogg readers including myself i want to tell you soemthing. Blogs are Journals!!! No one has to read them no one will force you to read them! You also have no right to tell someone what to feel and how to feel it and how to express it. YOU WIN!!!!!! I was feeling that way and i expressed it in my journal and if you dont like it then dont read it, and dont even dare come up to me and tell me how i should feel or how i should express myself. Oh and by the way i don't care if i lose any friendships at this point because by the i get all my Shit together i will have forgoten about all you were not worth rembering! So those who didn't like my last two posts thats fine we are all different and thats ok but don't even think you have the right to judge me about being different. What really makes me mad is all the people who never read my blog but decided to because they were told to and then you people wanted to talk to me about it. Most of you never cared before the post but know you do! i am the way i am and if you don't like it then saty away from me!

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Friends

Well I have only one thing to say to all you fags that mad me cry last night.YOU WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stay out of my life you guys have hurt me soooooooooooooooooo deep that I can never trust you again. I would never treat anyone the way you treated me!!!!!!!!!!! You guys are not my friends!!!!!!!!! To top it all off you not only hurt me but Rosie as well. I was up until 2:30 crying, and Rossi was up late to. Friends don't do crap like that to each other!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, January 15, 2005

Christians

YOU WIN!

Monday, January 10, 2005

New year

The new year has come and I did the first thing on my list that I wanted to do, I cleaned out my closet! I got rid of ten full bags of clothes and two bags of trash and still have a ton of clothes! Hopefully more people can use these clothes instead of just me! So all of you who read this please stick to you New Years resolution!