To all who are blogg readers including myself i want to tell you soemthing. Blogs are Journals!!! No one has to read them no one will force you to read them! You also have no right to tell someone what to feel and how to feel it and how to express it. YOU WIN!!!!!! I was feeling that way and i expressed it in my journal and if you dont like it then dont read it, and dont even dare come up to me and tell me how i should feel or how i should express myself. Oh and by the way i don't care if i lose any friendships at this point because by the i get all my Shit together i will have forgoten about all you were not worth rembering! So those who didn't like my last two posts thats fine we are all different and thats ok but don't even think you have the right to judge me about being different. What really makes me mad is all the people who never read my blog but decided to because they were told to and then you people wanted to talk to me about it. Most of you never cared before the post but know you do! i am the way i am and if you don't like it then saty away from me!