Last Day

Today is my last day at work. Its a bittersweet moment, I'm happy to be moving but sad about leaving the good times behind. I really love the team I work with and have learned a ton. I just hope that one day i can repay them for all the knwledge they have given me. Well we'll see what happens.

Bigger

At the young age of 17 i feel like so much more. Im going to be great in this world some way or another. I dont know how bu i know i will . I can fell it inside me and times it screams. Trying to get out and concor the world. but i hold i and control it. I have so much potential i just wish i had a great mentor to help me find my way. I can do i will. I feel it inside of me just burnning and fighting, the will to be more than you, to be the greates there ever was and ever will be. Just sitting here i feel it. I feel the burn the drive to do amazing great things. The Fire!

Just a small note

When feel all alone and your unsure of whats going on rember it will be ok.
We sit here and get scared of small stupid thing when we should be thankful.
Life here is so much better then most places. We have great lifes, our founding fathers have worked so hard to build this great life for us. Givethanks to gGod to have such a great life.

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas!
Well today has been a very interesting day. I slept till 8:30, open presents, then watched a movie. I love Christmas, its my favorite holiday but this year I didn't really get in to it. I don't really know why. Maybe all the faking around it? Well anyway Merry Christmas.

06 snow

So if you havent heard there was a blizzar the other day here in Cow town. It was amazing people were freaking out, schools closed, and i got off work early. It was amazing!!!! So i sat on my butt for a few day and played good citizen and pulled people out. SO i guess it was a good! The best part is my Christmas present! I'm going to a Bronco game!!!! yea!!!! Christmas Eve!!!!GOOOOOO Denver!

1 2 & 3

Not that i really care to much but there has been a few thing on my mind.

1. New Mexico-
So im leaving here really soon and im doing this to get away! So why does my dad feel the need to take control. Yes hes my dad, and i have a lot of respect for him. He has a lot of wisodom and knowledge and i listen to him. But he really needs to let me go. I dont want to go to a private school when i have to pay for it. i would rahter save that money for collage. Really he need to take a step back and get his wife out of the picture. Im done with her! What really sucks about the whole thing is that my aunt and my dad have been going behind me and making all these plans without me. Really it my life, im not asking him for any money he need to let me do this on my own!

2. Boys vs. Men-
Ok so I can honestly say that this year i have really bloomed into my body and yea i got it. Im way more confident and feel much better. But i wish that i would get asked out by a guy under 25 please. All i want for Christmas is a boy to ask me out! I dont want to find a high end man yet i wan to have fun first! Come on im i want to go and be stupid and get in trouble. Not go to dinner then back to his place. Really i want to live a little!

3.Bitches
Ok so this has been on my mind way. The other day i was out getting my last paycheck at the sizzler and there was a little waitress. Since i was with Brenda we stoped and said hi to everyone. Well this little bitch was so rude to me. I couldnt figre out why? Im nice, im a nice person upfront and she was awfull. Im way nice, good looking, and had a great outfit on. The cow was a bitch. I cant stand ugly people who are mean to me. I know this sounds way snotty but im done trying to hide the truth. This is the way it is every sonce i was little i could never understnad why girls would back stap me. 1st grade McCalla. 3rd grade Angela and Kelsey. 5th grade Shana 8thiss Tessa. All around rudness from girls
For years i tried ignoring the truth, hoping that i wasnt true, and i blamed myself for thier bitchyness. No more im tired of taking shit for other girls. They are jelous bitches! Whats worse is that they were all really ugly or fat, or both. The pretty girls at least have the guts to come and tell me they dont like me. But no these bitches alwasy go and stab me in the back. No more i wont take it any more. Im tired of being quite when biches are rude to me. NO, no longer will i put up with this crap.

So theres the updateim still moving, i want a Boy for Christmas, and No to bitches. I guess its my new year goal!

So Long

So long greeley i am leaving to Toas New mexico! I will be l;eaving in the first week of January!!! Yes im moving out and going out on my own. Im ready to fly!!!! OOO im so happy and scared. I feel like if i dont get out now i'll never do it! SO yeah im a young girl leaving with about $400.00 and im going to make it!!!!! TTYL Colorado i'll be back for Easter!!!!