way cool

Okay so here is the dealio i was wondering if i should stay in Greeley so i decided to pray about it. Well a few days later i finally get a job, but im still not sure. Then a lil later God gave me my first friend, still wondering. Then Brenda took me to her church and i really liked it. Sill not sure... then on Monday in was the mood for Starbuck, i mean i really needed one. SO at the same time Brenda came up to me and told me that she wanted Starbucks. We decided to go together then another girl who works there also wanted Starbucks so we al decided to go. ON our way out our manager Lynn stoped us and gave us a $20 gift card to Satrbucks, so our drunks were paid for. So we went at ten and all began talking. We were all going through a tuff time and were wondering away from God. We shared our storied and drank our coffe. Before we knew it we were praying together and sharing. We were crying laughing, and talking about God and remebering all the great time we all had with him. Then when the night clouds passed at 11:30 there in the sky was a yellow moon. OKay so in Greeley theres a yellow moon once in a while and usally goes away around 8:00pm but this night it was still yellow and bright in the sky. at that moment i felt the final sighn. like i was going to be okay and that i was meant to stay in Greeley. So i guess im finally okay in cowtown for however God wants me there.

A Job

Wooow i finally got a job!!!!!!! As of Tuesday i will be working at the Western Sizzlin and i will be making American Creeps. Yea i'm soooooooo happy!!! whish me luck

The girl in the Yellow dress

All i want to say

Every night and day
I find so much delight
in you

Every time you walk
Around the park
I just want to say
Your light makes me gay

So please stop
Turn around and say
Hey Hey Hey
Come and dance with me

But you just keep goin
My feet are slowin
Cause i will never dance with you

MY yellow Ribon

Last night i had a dream that i have had before, so i named it........ My Yellow Ribon..... I dont really know how to describe the dream because its so complicated. Its me on a big house with a big chunck of land all alone. In the field there is a small shak with a small room. In the room there is a closet with a yellow ribon, with some dresses. I take the ribon and the dresses hug me. After i tie the ribon around me i get up and ;eave to the shake in tears. In the shake there is some kind of love that i once had but is no longer with me. So as i walk on my land i get in all kinds of trouble, kindnaped, threatened, stocked the whole nine yards. Right when im domed a boy appears. He is about my age but is wearing brown beat up pnats, and a baggy white shirt. His hair is long so i never get to see his face. He always rescuses me and carries me home. He is like an old lover that still looks out for me. I dont know but for some reason this dream keeps coming back, whats even weirder is that the guy is in many of my dreams.

18 years old

Wow today was Ilianas 18th birthday and it was a blast. I made the food and she invited her cowboy friends to hang out. She was really happy and had a good time. Her boyfriend gave her a promise ring, and took her out to dinner. So wow my sister is offically promised!!!!! I dot her some Elizabeth Arden make up and my dad gave her some cashola. She got a camera from Racquel and emilio gave a cut little nicnack! Over all the day was good and my lil big sister is offically an adult!!!! Love you Illly and Happy birthday!