wow long time no update

hello there blog and people. It has been a very long time sice i updated it. So here is what you have missed. Ok my step mother kicked me out of the house because she found my diary. I have given up on dating because what 16 year old guy wants to date a 16 who had to grow up at 10. oooooo my im crying. I just wonder whay im cursed with being alone. why am i so hated by my own day. i dont want to hurt any more. I just my best friend Rosie back and i want my mum to come back to herself and i just want to be a normal kid who can have fun instead of worring if her two younger sibling did thier homework brush thier teeth and ate all thier peas at dinner. I love my sisbling and i dont have a problem looking out for them but sometime i just want to be a kid. But i've been a parent for so logn im finding out that i dont know how to have fun.. Well i guess it is all in the Lords hand. Chow Genesissssssssss